As you can see I am back again this illness renders you incapable of performing your life as you wish. Since I was diagnosed (and before) It has felt like there is a force holding me back from achieving my personal goals. I have many dreams but I start whole wholeheartedly but find my energy seeps out and runs away. BUT I keep on coming back, I am now opening my new shop at nannycheryloriginal.com and find the energy and help to my brain a welcome change to just thinking of the pain, I am not sure how long it will last, yesterday I was back ill again only able to lie in bed, but I made myself plan for today, although I was not sure it would come. So here I am again still fighting, gentle hugs to all who are fighting their own battles and help and understanding for those who are on the sideline wondering what is going on with their loved ones……..