I am still fighting

It has been a long time since I was here, I have stopped my hobby, creating, I have stopped my reading, the pain is really bad, I cant take medication    I have been down but will try again to write more frequently, it is difficult as my hands do not always work properly, I was taught to type properly the old fashioned way but my fingers have other ideas.  I am gaining positivity again and will soon start my projects again I feel this will help me again as it has in the past,  gentle hugs